Thoughts

How funny, I actually think about typing on here more then I actually do it!   I mean I prepare in my head what to type about.   My thinking is that it does help me grow, because even though I don't type, I think about and work on it. 

Praying for a lot of people, even people who I don't realize need prayers, and then they confess they do.  Whoa, I mean, I realize we all do, but some people, you just think they already have it together.  Guess we all are a work in progress.  Hope I give support to those who need it.

Impressed and blown away by a man who just gives and gives.  I lift him up to God to be blessed indeed!

How many times will I question him?

Just when I think I am a mature christian, I realize I have so much more to learn!  I pray and get the answer, and follow, and then I think it doesn't work out.  It really does, I dropped the ball.  Yet I question God, thinking he dropped the ball.  :~)  I am a crazy lady questioning God.

When will I stop questioning him?  When will I trust him?  It is man that fails, not God. 

What am I a slow learner?  No, I know He is the Almighty, the One, the Only.  Yet, when I am weak I question.  Trust in the Lord, Dizzy, trust in the Lord. 

Hooping

Today I was able to hoop for 10 minutes straight!  I need to make room to be able to hoop in my tv room.  I think I would be able to do it a lot longer if I had something to watch.  Hooping is fun and a nice exercise.

My goal is to hoop more often and longer at a time.

justifications

We all justify our sins.  What will god say when we meet with him? 

I think I am okay since I can justify my sins, you think you are okay with yours.  Really what is god thinking?  What a bunch of losers we all are.  A sin is a sin, no different levels, no good sin.  ... what a waste of life. 

Really all we want to hear is, well done.  We all do.  People are really pretty decent. 

To make my family happy, guess I will be the proverbially Japanese Celery Man and make the people in my life happy.   Back to the suits with me.  Good bye adventure, hello long hours and blah blah blah. 

To make god happy, love those who come into my life, sometimes that is hard, sometimes easy. 

working out

Well, 2nd day working out with my daughter, and she is in shape. We belong to our local Y and work out there. I started doing the pull up bar and the dip a few visits back ( a friend and I go twice a week). It is amazing how much different a body is at 47 vs 16. I am thinking of doing some contest like a triathlon or something to keep me motivated.

20 pounds is what I want to lose, and gain some nice abs and definition in my arms. 

ok I will work on posting more often

Praising God this morning as I woke up no headache! After a week of headaches, but now that I have been up for 1/2 hour the pain and pressure is back.  This sucks!  Must move out of the Ohio Valley ASAP.

Wow a whole month since my last entry, yet I have been working on my plank.  Such the sinner that I am I have plenty to work on. 

Well, first an update, Mike's eye healed without problems.  Yea God!

My latest book, Tim Ferriss the 4 hour work week, came on CD.  Hmmm not in the car long enough to listen there, so I put it in my laptop with earphones.

Don't worry, God is with me. :)  Who else would have the guts to hang with me?

Bow wow what a day

Yesterday, I sent Netflix Mike's game CD instead of their movie.  Today, I had been cleaning the stairs with the vacuum, leaving the machine at the top of the cherry stair case.  Alex came by with her laundry basket and sent it down the stairs.  Big crash and gauging of wood!

Some how, I can not get the service time change to stick in my head, I think church starts at 10, but it is 9:30.  Do I keep forgetting this for a reason?  I keep missing service.  Lucky they tape it and I can still get it.

We were going to go to Avatar, the movie.  Mike decided to put his contacts in so it would be easier wearing the 3D glasses.  He reaches for the saline bottle and gets the wrong one, burning his eye with acid.  Stat care visit and scrips later,  I am spending the night with a pirate.  We must go to the eye doc tomorrow to see the extent of the damage.  (It was gross, could see the eye layer that was pulled off, like a layer of skin.  yucko yucko)  On the cool side, stat care had this contraption that was a contact lense hooked up to a tube that ran saline wash through the eye.  Mike is in pain, the Doc had some drops that eased the pain for an hour, but nothing is taking the pain away now.  The new drops don't work like the ones they had at stat care.  Praying the pain goes away and the damage is not serious and heals fast!